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Salam,

Yesterday was my 1st Wedding Anniversary. 21.1.13. I wanted to share what i have done the night before and yesterday.

Anniversary Eve
Nuar wasnt well, his nose were dripping and he was tired from work. Something felt inside me that i wanted us to go somewhere and have peace for our mind. So i ask him that we could go to Masjid Shah Alam to have our prayer there. He agreed without further questions. I felt different at that time when i ask of him. We hurried getting ready because it was 7 and Maghrib were at 7:25.

When we arrived, we split our ways and i headed straight to the Muslimah praying section. I took my place, which was at the second saf. I settled my self by putting my telekung on and getting ready. When the azan broke, i cried of the beautiful voice. It was so beautiful. I could not help but to cry. I look around the praying area that is so big and peaceful. The is the place where peace recide. Rumah Allah. My teary eyes softens the heart to be at peace. Im thankful to be chosen by Allah to be there at the exact time and place in one of his home. Subhanallah.Alhamdulillah

Im really glad to make this choice. As it gives peace to Nuar and to me. It has been that long since we step foot into Masjid Shah Alam. And we are greatful. After that we went home after Isyak prayer. We were different. We felt it inside ourselves but didnt get to know until we both spoken of it the next day.

Anniversary Day
We woke up as usual because Nuar is working. I woke up feeling different. I totally forgot that i have to send him to the Komuter station. When i sent him, i went straight home. I felt too freely, like bliss. I ask him myself about the feeling and he said that he felt it too. He felt it when we return from the mosque last night. I was on my bed, doing nothing. I slept most of the time. I have nothing else to do. But i felt so happy that the day i wish even before im married would come. I feel so thankful. The day goes until Nuar come home. Out of sudden, i ask that if we could go to Concorde to have our Anniversary dinner. It is not planned at all. Nuar was like excited because all this happened unplanned and accordingly well.

I got ready by wearing the new poppy dress i bought online at thepoplook.com. At last i got to wear the dress and for a special occasion. Nuar said i looked beautiful and i should wear it more often. He wore his canterbury's rugby jersey that i bought him at New zealand. We were ready and set off to Concorde after that. Even when i wrote this , i feel happy remembering how it was.

We went to the Melting Pot Cafe and we were taken to our seats. We started by taking our food which we decided to take buffet instead of ala carte. There is plenty of food and we dont know where to start. We took rice first because we were hungry. Then pasta, soup and desserts. I was so full and i felt so bummed because i wanted to eat more but im already full. Im glad that Nuar took a lot of food. They have a live band outside the cafe. We stop at the lobby after we finished our food. We took some pictures which you can see that i have attached at the bottom. We went home after that. I had a lovely, unplanned anniversary night. Thank you for such a lovely evening.

There's a lot of reason why i dont share all this through my facebook, twitter and instagram. I have been hurt so many time, everyday i can say. Hurt from the people searching for every reason to bring me n Nuar down. I know they have everything and seeing them telling the world what they have and reminding us what we don't. Me and Nuar dont need that kind of people. We have each other and only us we believe in. The happiness that we have and beautiful memories we've been through are pure and we wouldnt want bragging, selfish and 'we have it all' people to ruin it. We are keeping it to ourselves. Please understand and respect our decisions that we are protecting ourselves. Thank you.

I think thats all about our first anniversary :)

Anniversary Eve 

Us

Had a great night!